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..biasanya orang-orang memberi motivasi/dukungan dgn berteriak "semangat!" atau "kamu pasti bisa!" atau "fighting!" ..

Hari ini adalah hari yg menakjubkan..

Kumerasakan "fighting" yg berbeda..yaitu fight beneran..huahaha

setelah melalui persiapan yg cukup panjang, akhirny hari ini tiba..

Bangun pagi dgn semangat menggelegar, namun aq merasakan sesuatu yg aneh..trnyata ini hari pertamaku m (tidak ada sensor karena ini bukalah sesuatu yang tabu).. Hiks, tp aq tdk bgtu trganggu awalny..

Sampai di TKP aq disuruh ngabani (lagu Indonesia Raya) pas upacara pembukaan *lagi..tgs brjalan lancar..

Lalu... Aq di jadwal yg dibagikan siang, dpt main di partai 88 (diduga tanding sore).. Pas jam istirahat siang, aq merasa pusiiing bgt, penglihatanku blur.. Lalu aq lepas kacamata n berbaring bntar, aq sempat ngeluh sama rizka, ela, n vina.. Tp aq ga kepikiran ttg efek jangka sedang *buat fight maksudny..

..dan yg kulakukan adalah..

..aq hanya duduk dan keep on menyemangati tmn" lain :D, dan trnyata aq baru main pukul ... 19.30 =="

pas partai 85 aq pmanasan sama mas Afan n mas Redy.. aq kaget bgt, aq ngerasa lemesss bgt.. Gak kayak pemanasan pas siang.. Aq bilang ke mas Redy kalau aq sempat pusing.. Terus mas Redy memberiku sugesti yg luar biasa, dan membuatku jauh lbih baik, hingga..

..lawanku lebih tinggi *atau tepatny aq yg lebih pendek..

..di menit2 awal aku masih bisa mendominasi, tendanganku bisa membuatnya mental dan hampir keluar garis.. aq berusaha semaksimal mungkin, brusaha melakukan instruksi" dr mas Redy..tp aq mrasa tdk fit, badanku tdk sedang prima :(

..dan hasil akhirny aq blm bisa lolos..

Conclusions / moral value:

*hr ini aq mndpatkan sbuah pengalaman baru, aq bs melihat bnyk hal dlm waktu +- 3 mnt, di mana kita hrus cepat tanggap, all out, kondisional/ situasional, dan yg trpenting..sportif..

*mndpt pmbelajaran bhwa hal kecil dpt brdampak besar, tdk boleh nganggap remeh (dlm hal ini gara" m)

*hrus bisa jaga diri sendiri, (yg tau ttg diriku ya cuma aku)..

*setidaknya hari ini aku berguna pas upacara :P wkwk

*selalu ingat : Tuhan punya rencana :)

*lihat saja pertandingan yg selanjutnya ! :D

ini video tanding pertamaku *hari ini:

*aku yg merah

Gitu dulu, maaf utk semua, trutama Mas Redy.. Maaf belum bisa memberi.. tdk ada kata menyerah..

Keep FIGHTING :D

nite, GBU...

If love was a bird
Then we wouldn't have wings
If love was a sky, We'd be blue
If love was a choir, You and I could never sing
Cause love isn't for me and you

If love was an Oscar
You and I could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Bible, Then we are lost in sin
Because its not in our hearts

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

If love was a fire
Then we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light, Then we're lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold

If love was a sport, We're not on the same team
You and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean, Then we are just a stream
Cause love isn't for me and you

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

Girl I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Girl you know I love you, I can't deny
I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I
I know it hurts so much but it's best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so, why don't you go

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated